Chapter 3: Vision
I am standing in a roof, on one of the world’s tallest buildings, and it’s so quiet when you are this high up. Man I feel odd, like my whole body is going numb. But this isn’t a déjà vu, when you are this high up, it’s normal for a body to go numb, because of the dread and the wind.
One hundred and forty five floors up, I look over the edge of the roof and the street below is spotted with carpet of people, some standing and looking up and some busy with their own problems of life, least likely to care about what’s happening around them. The logo on the roof flickered for a second, changing its color from blue to green. Standing on the roof edge and having a glimpse of the whole city. Am I a paranoid?
I don’t have a vertigo, but after the second I heard a sound of a distant plane passing by, I leaped, closing my eyes, thinking Is this the end? Is this why I’ve born in this world for?
As I opened my eyes again, I can see black feathers floating in the air along with me. I can see a dark figure approaching towards me with a great velocity to give me a hand. I haven’t seen this face before, but might come across in the future. The dark figure came closer and closer and at last I can see what it is.
A one winged flying girl!!!
She had a Short but braided hair, and few will fall over the face if she stood still, and she had a black closure over her. I seemingly don’t know why she has only one wing and I never would have imagined that she could fly like this with one wing. After a second I can see both of us falling towards the ground with our heads even. I can see her eyes, it’s so beautiful in the light, and she had a soft smile. She had few droplets of water over her face, she might have got that when she crossed the walls to the real world.
She raised her hands towards me, as if she is going to hug me in the mid air .I am not pretty sure whether that is to make me hit my head in the ground so that I won’t have any painful death or is she willing to protect me. As I am drawing out my own conclusions over her. She hugged me and whispered.
“ If you don’t fall all the way, you can’t be saved”. The moment she gave me the hug I felt very warm and at a snail's pace I started to regain my senses.
I am still twenty four , I haven’t even enjoyed a quarter, I don’t have a vertigo!
What happened up there in the roof? Did someone pushed me down?
Or is it like the black angel said, that I will have the answer down when I hit the bottom?
I don’t understand any of it, and then I suddenly die?. This shouldn’t be happening to me. Is she an angel or a devil ?. And I started to ask a lot of questions to myself. And finally I panicked. I desperately want someone to help me. As I started to scream I realized that, after a second I will be no more.
I can see white light showering upon my eyes.
I opened my eyes, and I am in some other place. I was totally blank for a few seconds, after which I recalled everything.
I fell from a tall building.
I saw a weird girl.
I screamed for help.
I might have hit the ground, my blood would have painted the roads red in color, my brain might have looked like a scrambled egg, I would have broken all my 206 bones, there would have been at least hundreds of people surrounding my corpse, all those people who didn’t notice me, might have finally had a peep of me.
I would have ended up here finally.
I died!
This is when I’d cry because right now, your life comes to nothing, not even nothing, oblivion. It’s easy to cry when you realize that you are dead and you can no longer be with your loved ones.
I am in a white big room, which seems to have no end. I see white clothes over me. I think my soul might have had some problems after that fall. So, god might have decided to send me to an infirmary.
I sat on the bed and started to think about the reasons for making me to take such a decision. Hours passed by and I can’t see any other souls coming into this room.
I looked around again, and this time I can see a door.
The door might be the pass to the other side of this white hollow freaking space.
I came near the door and waited for a second to check whether I can hear anything. But, it all sounded like a graveyard. When I opened the door , I was surprised to see a lot of faces outside the door, and somehow it looked familiar to me.
I heard a soft voice with lot of anxiety and spirit “ He woke up!”
As I turned back.
Time ran backwards
The four-picture reverse time-lapse series. First picture, me, Ryan, Shane and Kathleen chasing an ambulance. Second picture, Mr. Grant ‘s corpse. Third picture, a AK-47 gunner fired me. The last shot, Kathleen running towards me.
And everything stood still for a second, the time-lapse effect ended and enlightened me with the truth.
I finally realize that I had a dream. I smiled, for which I am sure many of them might have acknowledged for something else, my brain is no longer a scrambled egg. And the predicament I had about the dark figure is resolved. And I also know that, She is the only one who know the reason for my big smile.
I recognized each one of them standing in the corridor. Shane, Kathleen, Ryan, Lieutenant Robert Becks and Lieutenant Yang fan.
Robert and Yang were the captains of the U-squad and L-squad. I was designated as the captain of B-squad, the second strongest squad, which operated only on important missions and assaults. It’s usual for other captains to come and see me, when I am in this state .
Ryan brought a lot of letters, addressed to me.
All the letters had these kind of lines, I’m remembered , I am their hero, I’ll get better.
But the anxiety and nervousness people had when they were on the mission is not there in the faces I saw. Maybe it’s because of my condition.
I seemed to miss something from the beginning.
I saw my face in the mirror and there is a substantial change. Maybe the doctors might have did some kind of face augmentation to me.
I saw a considerable change in everyone of their physique, is it my eyes seized to give the correct details or something else.
Robert and Yang had a small conversation with me.
And the conversation went like, How I feel now? We are glad to have you back, that sort of thing. And they soon bid adieu.
Ryan took off, to get some clothes for me.
I’m with Kathleen and Shane in room number 506 at Winston Hospital . With all old people and ill patients shut up in their little rooms, here, my desperation seems sort of expected.
Something is haunting my mind from the start, and I seemed to miss a lot of things.
This is when Kathleen and Shane started to narrate the after math of the Church Incident.
Monday, November 10, 2008
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Dream 1:Chapter 2-Training
The UNO decided that the signing of the armistice would put an end all Wars. It lay in Shambles, and many factions struggle for power with promises of better times to come. At a secluded spot in Florida, known as Sandy Bridge Island, a celebration had been planned for all the people in the mission. Sandy Bridge Island is about 200kms away from South America.
It was on the coastal areas of this island ,that the three of us had a beautiful night ,all dressed up, with some music and drinks it was like heaven on earth .There, many staunch comrade joined hands. And moments after the party started, my dream girl Kathleen joined the party. It was totally fun after that, with guys trying hitting on her and getting a blow on their tummies. Full moon added the beauty to the party, and she shone like a bride.
Back at the party I was alone when Kathleen leant towards me, lovely, in her crisp black shirt, and whispered,
“Hi! Will you take a stroll with me?” .
When I heard her magical voice, I almost forgot the pain and dour memories I held in my heart. She murmured something in my ears, but I couldn’t what, because Ryan was shouting and singing. I reached up to pull her closer to me and hug her. But, my hands clutched at air and nothing more. It was my idiotic friend’s voice that fully awoke me. I opened my eyes reluctantly, not wanting to let the go of the dream.
"Do you know how bloody late it is!"
“Lieutenant!”
“You don’t want to die here catching a cold or eaten by some beast do you? Wake up!”,a sweet but aggressive voice reached me as I turned to my left, I saw Kathleen standing there shouting at me, but it looked as though she was singing to me. And later I came back to reality.
“Oh! Yeah Miss. Kathleen I think I over did the alcohol this time around "
“Good!! Now get up and go to your room!”
“Yeah sure Kathleen! Well would you like to have a cup of coffee with me now?”
“Are you mad! It’s almost 1am morning”. And we guys have to assemble at 5 for training .so it would be better if you took a nap for couple of hours at the least!”
“Fantastic. I’ve got only a couple of hours to sleep and you tell me now!”
“Are you insane? I order you not to speak a word and go to bed immediately!” she was a bit rude..But coming to think of that i was the nut case there
I was told that. It would takes 5 minutes to travel from the beach to the hotel by car, a lodge on the Gulf of sandy bridge island, called Sea Breeze; they had kept their word. This hotel was one of the highly rated ones on the island and it met all our expectations. As I drove; I saw a long fence ahead. I saw a guard run to me, he saw my wallet, the license and said “please drive straight and park in the parking lot.”
“Don’t you have car valets to assist the customers?”
“Sorry sir, we don’t encourage that in the late hours”
“Oh!!!!! Fine”
“Thank you, sir.”The gates swung open, I parked my car and left the keys inside. I felt something was wrong. But, I was completely worn out and had no time to register what. I got my key from the reception and went to the room to sleep.
“Sano! Sano!” I heard a voice filled with fear, knocking my door heavily. I reached for my mobile and it was almost 6:15 in the morning. I stood up reluctant to go, wondering if it was a call out to the training session, which I was already late for. I opened my door and saw Ryan waiting in a panic.
“I got a call from Shane in this morning, and its bad news. A corpse was found on the beach.”
“What? Do you have any idea of who was it?”
“No! But we must hurry up!”I was in my cargo Capri, so I grabbed my shirt and hurried to the car pulling my shirt on. Ryan drove. I had a gut feeling that it could possibly be Kathleen; she was the last person I saw at the beach before I left. Various thoughts rushed through my mind as we neared the spot.
A soldier ran to us saying, “Sir! It was Mr. Grant Hill”
“A couple who were out for a stroll discovered the corpse sir , his face down on the beach , His skull had been crushed using a large piece of driftwood, then he was strangled using a thin wire. We saw Kathleen inquiring the couple about the crime .I then joined her in the investigation and then went to the corpse.
“It’s a sad ending.” Kathleen was shook by the incident
“Yeah he was a very good person”
“Yeah he was …but I still can’t believe that he‘s gone.”, her eyes started to water lightly. He was like her friend and father and guided her through difficulties, he gave her valuable advices when needed, his death was a great shock to her.
“Judging from the footprints left on the sand, the crime had been perpetrate from behind, while he was retiring to the lodge after the celebrations.”
“This must have been an intentional murder, Lieutenant. Sandy”
“We have a mystery on our hands, you two, and we’ve got to get to the bottom of this” said Ryan.
We then sent Mr. Grant‘s corpse back for an autopsy. It was only Later that I realized, last night as I went to the lodge, Mr. Grant’s car had been missing. Ryan came running
“Another ambulance just arrived”
We were all perplexed because we had just sent the corpse in another ambulance!Kathleen winced as her new Mercedes s500 sedan bounced down the dirt road, heading deeper into the island. We had planned to go to the hospital, and the landscape got increasingly desolate as we left the beach. We came to a small city with a population of about few thousands. And then we stopped by a church which was next to a Primary school.
Ryan went out to inquire to an old man sitting outside the church.
“Excuse me! Can you hear?” asked Ryan to the old man.
“Yes, young man. What can I do for you?”
“Did you see any van or car pass this way?”
“No young man I have been sitting here for more than two hours, nothing passed this way.”
“Thank you sir, have a nice day.”
This was the only road which the ambulance could take to reach the hospital and we had taken a straight road. Then we were on the way to the hotel. We then headed back to the hotel.
“We should have taken the short cut guys.” said Kathleen.
“Let’s check the guide book.” Ryan checked the guide book which was there under the seat.
“Hey guys wait! Look for the nearest ports! It’s possible that somebody one could have stolen his corpse for other reasons!”, said Kathleen.
“Yeah sure that’s possible too. She’s right Ryan check for ports.”Ryan’s search resulted in four ports located close by; all are being managed by the government.Ryan called Shane to ask him to check the ports.
“Hello! Its Shane all the ports are clear , there were no traces of any van or anything suspicious. But I heard that there’s a church in the village , on the eastern side of the hotel from where lot of missionary boats start and it’s completely under the control of church.”
“Guys we’ve have been tricked .” I said to the other two and asked Shane to come to the church with back up.
“How far are we from the church?” asked Ryan“10 to 15 miles away.”
“Ok! Step on it!”We reached the church, stepped out of the car and entered the church .We found it deserted. I heard screeching of brakes to my left and within seconds I heard sounds of gun shots, not 30 yards away. I heard the sound of a car rushing to us. We reached for weapons; and it was unfortunate. I had only a Taurus with two magazines, Ryan had a berretta with three magazines and Kathleen was unarmed. All I sensed was obscure atmosphere and chattering of automatic machine guns.The street by which we took had been blocked by a black sedan. There was a man standing in front of it, firing rounds of an AK-47 rifle into the front end, and another man was raced around to the car's left rear.
“Get down!” I grabbed Kathleen’s shoulder and forced her to the ground.
“Guess we need to hurry Shane up! A.S.A.P,” said Kathleen in a low voice. I recognized the fear in her voice, after all, we had no ammo to fight back!. Ryan kept an eye out on the situation. The ambulance with Mr. Grant’s corpse was sighted with a handful of armed men around it.
“Shane! We’re are surrounded by rebels with arms. Bring the backup A.S.A.P!”.
“ You can count on us!” the call was ended.
“There are shots again!” , Shouted Kathleen.
“Civilians! Move, Move! I’ll move to the right. cover me !”
My peripheral vision took in the faces of people up the street. I fired at the black sedan with my pistols, and moved further right pointing the pistols at the car. Covered by the car, we came in, I could see a guy who locked his target at the church with his grenade launcher. The windshield in the car spangled I couldn’t fix my target but I fired. A bullet pierced his lower neck and into the tire . Ryan’s berretta came handy. I could see the ak47 gunner turn towards the church, his hand extended as he expected someone to bolt from the church. I loaded my final set of magazine and opened fire at him. Ryan and Kathleen were safe now, without being noticed. I moved rapidly towards the car. Another car arrived and two more armed guys came out . Ryan’s Berretta and my colt anaconda pierced the newcomers . The rounds emptied and there were no magazines left. Ryan signed that he had one magazine left. I moved rapidly towards the car blocking the short cut head down, keeping myself low and accelerating constantly. I could see a man targeting the church , I made my way behind him. The idea worked, I aimed at his neck with my elbow. He snapped like a twig and I heard his bones snap as I rammed his head into the bumper of the car, he collapsed. I got up instantly winded but full of adrenaline .I got up and crouched around the body. I grabbed his pistol ,armed with the browning, I moved closer into the bush to find a better angle and bring down the barricade.
The people who were hiding at the school ran. The rebels bolted to the school at this open fire and we left unnoticed. As I moved forward, I caught sight of an Ak47 gunner, aiming at the church .I took a deep breath and stepped out from behind of my cover, faced him and leveled the gun at his chest and fired, he went down. As I turned, I saw a sedan approach me with an Ak47 aimed at me. I felt a fiery hit on my left shoulder. The second bullet came from somewhere beating my chin. Time slowed down . I saw a bullet pierce the window of the car and hit the driver. The thick windshield shattered to pieces as Ryan’s berretta fired. I felt dizzy and fell to the ground with the browning in my hand. I noticed that I had an empty clip.
I smiled, thinking of what would be my last smile. Events flashed before my eyes and pain shot up my injured arm as I raised it.Waves of pain flowed through my body and the visions continued. Darkness started to set in over my eyes. I looked around and saw Kathleen running towards me. As soon as she could reached me something happened.Shades of darkness started to set in faster. I clutched at the light, I tried harder. But, a black screen was curtained before me.
Dream 1:Chapter 1
Ahem!!!Ahem!!! Finally, The objective of creating this blogspot my dreamsMy first dream Blackcurrant CordialCast: Me as Lieutenant Sandy McGuire, Ajay as Ryan McLean, puppy as Shane Patrick, Neeru as Kathleen Ryder, Ayushi as Shirley Mclean and many others.
Location: Fictional + Amazon
Ok lets move on to the story
Chapter 1: Out of the blue
November 7, 2007, the news started at 6Pm in BBC. Twenty five villagers in amazon had been killed by an species of anaconda, matatoro. A brief report was given by the news reader Melissa. “Hi! You in there” as I turned back lieutenant Shane came in gnawing an apple and lieutenant Ryan was with him. Left out of the loop my only relations are Shane and Ryan are my best friends. Ryan is very handsome and agile. Shane on the other side is obnoxious and loudmouthed jerk. All of us share one thing in common that’s our inquisitiveness to learn new things .because of this we are always pinned together wherever we go.
My cell phone rang suddenly “Hello! Who is this?” An audacious voice replied
“Lieutenant Sano this is Chief officer Mr. Grant Hill…You are requested to attend the officials meeting around 9 pm today in Hotel Grand Leon”. I am afraid I showed my surprise rather plainly by saying. “Yes! Sir” and turned back to my friends. Shane and Ryan have also got the invitation for the meeting.The chief officer Mr. Grant Hill ordered all of us to attend a meeting. All the people know what the meeting is about it’s about the dreadful snake that the whole world is speaking about. But things are inevitable in this job. We three attended the meeting with nervousness and apprehension. Mr. Grant Hill, the chief officer for this mission appointed by UNO. An uncanny person, I had seen very little of him for some years. Indeed, I had never known him particularly well. The meeting was announced at 9.30 pm and all officials gathered. The meeting started in a grand five star hotel all the officials came well dressed and the grandeur is simply sensational. We are all surprised to see Lieutenant Kathleen the dream girl of all high official young lads in Army. I recalled her as an energetic, autocratic personality, somewhat inclined to charitable and social notoriety, with a fondness for opening institutions for training CIA case officers. She was a most generous woman, and possessed a considerable fortune of her own. She wore a black Nike T shirt with a black straight skirt and was looking hotter then ever. She haunted my mind for few moments. The meeting started after Mr.Grant Hill came with the Minister of defense. The meeting started exactly at 10.30 pm with an alluring speech from the chief officer.All the officials knew the reason and all are much tensed in spite of that encouraging speech. All the officials just stared at each other. The only person to maintain his calm and composure is Shane , he looked very poised as if he knew what is going to happen next.
Location: Fictional + Amazon
Ok lets move on to the story
Chapter 1: Out of the blue
November 7, 2007, the news started at 6Pm in BBC. Twenty five villagers in amazon had been killed by an species of anaconda, matatoro. A brief report was given by the news reader Melissa. “Hi! You in there” as I turned back lieutenant Shane came in gnawing an apple and lieutenant Ryan was with him. Left out of the loop my only relations are Shane and Ryan are my best friends. Ryan is very handsome and agile. Shane on the other side is obnoxious and loudmouthed jerk. All of us share one thing in common that’s our inquisitiveness to learn new things .because of this we are always pinned together wherever we go.
My cell phone rang suddenly “Hello! Who is this?” An audacious voice replied
“Lieutenant Sano this is Chief officer Mr. Grant Hill…You are requested to attend the officials meeting around 9 pm today in Hotel Grand Leon”. I am afraid I showed my surprise rather plainly by saying. “Yes! Sir” and turned back to my friends. Shane and Ryan have also got the invitation for the meeting.The chief officer Mr. Grant Hill ordered all of us to attend a meeting. All the people know what the meeting is about it’s about the dreadful snake that the whole world is speaking about. But things are inevitable in this job. We three attended the meeting with nervousness and apprehension. Mr. Grant Hill, the chief officer for this mission appointed by UNO. An uncanny person, I had seen very little of him for some years. Indeed, I had never known him particularly well. The meeting was announced at 9.30 pm and all officials gathered. The meeting started in a grand five star hotel all the officials came well dressed and the grandeur is simply sensational. We are all surprised to see Lieutenant Kathleen the dream girl of all high official young lads in Army. I recalled her as an energetic, autocratic personality, somewhat inclined to charitable and social notoriety, with a fondness for opening institutions for training CIA case officers. She was a most generous woman, and possessed a considerable fortune of her own. She wore a black Nike T shirt with a black straight skirt and was looking hotter then ever. She haunted my mind for few moments. The meeting started after Mr.Grant Hill came with the Minister of defense. The meeting started exactly at 10.30 pm with an alluring speech from the chief officer.All the officials knew the reason and all are much tensed in spite of that encouraging speech. All the officials just stared at each other. The only person to maintain his calm and composure is Shane , he looked very poised as if he knew what is going to happen next.
A leaflet was given to everyone with the note
The request from UNO to the world “People in Amazon are fleeing and most of them are already dead due to the fierce and mysterious snake matatoro. Intelligence agency has said that the snake has started to produce its offspring’s and the eggs are accumulated near the Amazon River 24 degree north east. It s still a mystery how the snake find its root here in earth. So, the UNO has decided to form an elite group of soldiers from all over the world to wrap up the mystery and destroy the snake and it’s off springs. Higher rank officers are only allowed to join because the training period is limited”
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Vista 3
Sorry people this is just a continuation of Vista 1 will try to arrange them soon so where was I…yeah Bingo! The lift scene I think so…yeah yeah it is… fine…That was the first time I really asked such a question to a girl. You people may think why it’s wacky. But, for me it’s something like completing a mission I haven’t been that frank to the opposite gender in my school days. Used to be very timid and reserve so that kind of
Outlook is natural. After that lift thing came to know about her through my friends and got the information that she is from MOP Vaishnav College. Hmmm then I noticed one thing that she has a habit of attending practical classes in NIIT on Sunday, we guys know only to bunk classes. Then suddenly IDEA!!! I thought why cant I go to practical classes it would be really awkward if I ask Harish to accompany me. Because, he will then ask “what machan why all of a sudden?” (Local lingo). So, I thought of leaving to NIIT alone.
And went there and started to do my exercises in the computer for the first time… My main motive on that day was to speak to that girl…I waited, waited and waited. But, to my astonishment I saw Harish. Later when I inquire him he said that he came to pay his fees…waiting outside the lab on my first official visit to my practical class, I saw her sitting on the foot steps and muttering “Bed of roses”…Out of curiosity I peeped by her side and she was writing some java codes to execute in the lab. I couldn’t understand a thing .And I went back to the lab and took a corner seat…Waiting patiently and dreaming that the girl will come and sit beside me “a man without a dream is a man without a life” well it’s very true…Ah! My dream was shattered when an aunty came and sat beside me.
Full of agony and misfortune, guess that my day wasn’t that good and I rose from the seat towards the door and went to the parking lot. Happy!!! She was sitting near my bike…
Decided to fight my usual state and went and said to her “Hi! This is santhana rajagopalan. Do you remember that day in marry brown? And I met you on the lift that day”...And she replied “Umm so what” That’s all; the butterflies that went out of my tummy for few minutes came back fully keyed up. Very rude ne…Hmm after that I took my bike and went straight to home thinking I should have kept my mouth closed…After two weeks I got a very strict schedule due to college and special classes cause of failing in aptitude test iiiiiiieeeeeehhhhhh I did expect that…But one person gave me smile when I was in despair…I am always grateful to her…I only wish that she stay with me as a friend ,tutor and well-wisher till my heart stops…After two tough weeks me and my friend decided to change our routine in Niit and thought of taking the week day schedule instead of week end . The class starts from 8pm and ends at 10 pm…Enervated totally with red itching eyes and tummy that tells “feed me idiot” we’ve been going through hell…But as a morale booster came my friend’s laptop and his Ipod. Classes went normal the faculty was a good one, the first day didn’t went well because Morpheus with his disciples came and taught us the perfect art of sleeping. Then all of a sudden the devil started to show his face in the form of my center head and we were thrown out…So much for the first day…We are happy that fellow chucked us out… We came the next day and on that day only we came to know who our batch mates…are. And the classes went on and I saw the same old girl entering my class it had both good news and bad news for me…Good news is I wont be bored and the bad news is I cant face her…She came and sat next to me and hari it’s just common in niit that girls sit near guys when there are no places…I didn’t turn my face just a statue I was seeing my book alone and taking notes …Suddenly she pulled my note for taking notes and then she keep asking me what is this, what is that…Because ,sometimes I myself cant understand my handwriting. Then the faculty gave a 10 minute break …Though, recuperating from the past tragedy I gained my courage and looked at her nah! In right terms stared at her. But, she gave a gentle smile; the smile boosted me and I thought why I can’t ask her name…but the thing is I know her name though but cant find any other questions so thought of asking this and the question was in my lip. But suddenly the past waves that are cached in my memory said “No Sano”… And then looked at her .But, this time thanks to my observation skill I saw that she had a book on astrology…I think it’s Cherio…No idea though…Out of curiosity I asked her “can you tell some facts of me?”. She said “why not... What’s your date of birth?”…I said my date of birth and she started to pile things like…
1. I am straight forward …
That’s a good guess and I am
2. If I want something I will have the determination to get it…
True
3. My lucky no is 4…
False it’s 13
4. I was a much more confident person in the past…
True
5. I would get to travel in my life…
Don’t know the very thing is I am afraid of traveling!! Cause of my sense of direction
6. I wouldn’t have much luck in love...ha-ha it’s true…and I would marry at the age of 27 or 28...
May be
7. I wouldn’t have much problem in my career …
Interesting lets see…
8. I am not good in keeping money, so I need a wife who is good at managing money…
Totally yes
And adds on…She said so many things I can’t remember though. But the most interesting fact she said was the eighth point and it’s absolutely true…So as time passed that day I felt totally spirited and asked her name finally and she said her name and then the usual thing where did you study? What course? And Blah Blah Blah…
She wasn’t that rude as I thought, a nice girl… and later class came to an end and the usual gentleman way “can I accompany you?”…And she said “no wonder you are a scorpion…thanks but no thanks I can take care of myself” …I don’t know what she meant and then I returned to my home… The next class gave a seminar on .net concept and took the seminar for 50 minutes and got nice remarks like “machan nee potta mokkaiku sir potathu evalavo paravalai da” from friends…Even preets said the same thing in an exaggerated way… And even this time she sat next to me and I don’t know how the time went… She is good in programming and has a wide knowledge of everything related to computer technology… So one fine day she asked me to accompany her to pizza hut…later only came to know that she only asked me cause there were some weirdoes looking here very strangely I don’t know from where she got the idea that I am strong…Pity on me I am not strong and can hardly hit a guy strongly but am not a coward there will be lot of examples following and justifying how I am brave by heart…I know what you people will do after reading this close your mouths your yellow teethes are visible…And where was I that’s the first time I’ve been to pizza hut and luckily I dint pay the bill happy!...And then she asked me and hari to accompany me to her house since its late hours… I can’t neglect too cause its going to be eleven so me and hari went with her she in her Honda activa and me in my Suzuki… Well her house is very big and in-betweens we exchanged our mail ids so that we can have a constant contact... And things dint end here…
Outlook is natural. After that lift thing came to know about her through my friends and got the information that she is from MOP Vaishnav College. Hmmm then I noticed one thing that she has a habit of attending practical classes in NIIT on Sunday, we guys know only to bunk classes. Then suddenly IDEA!!! I thought why cant I go to practical classes it would be really awkward if I ask Harish to accompany me. Because, he will then ask “what machan why all of a sudden?” (Local lingo). So, I thought of leaving to NIIT alone.
And went there and started to do my exercises in the computer for the first time… My main motive on that day was to speak to that girl…I waited, waited and waited. But, to my astonishment I saw Harish. Later when I inquire him he said that he came to pay his fees…waiting outside the lab on my first official visit to my practical class, I saw her sitting on the foot steps and muttering “Bed of roses”…Out of curiosity I peeped by her side and she was writing some java codes to execute in the lab. I couldn’t understand a thing .And I went back to the lab and took a corner seat…Waiting patiently and dreaming that the girl will come and sit beside me “a man without a dream is a man without a life” well it’s very true…Ah! My dream was shattered when an aunty came and sat beside me.
Full of agony and misfortune, guess that my day wasn’t that good and I rose from the seat towards the door and went to the parking lot. Happy!!! She was sitting near my bike…
Decided to fight my usual state and went and said to her “Hi! This is santhana rajagopalan. Do you remember that day in marry brown? And I met you on the lift that day”...And she replied “Umm so what” That’s all; the butterflies that went out of my tummy for few minutes came back fully keyed up. Very rude ne…Hmm after that I took my bike and went straight to home thinking I should have kept my mouth closed…After two weeks I got a very strict schedule due to college and special classes cause of failing in aptitude test iiiiiiieeeeeehhhhhh I did expect that…But one person gave me smile when I was in despair…I am always grateful to her…I only wish that she stay with me as a friend ,tutor and well-wisher till my heart stops…After two tough weeks me and my friend decided to change our routine in Niit and thought of taking the week day schedule instead of week end . The class starts from 8pm and ends at 10 pm…Enervated totally with red itching eyes and tummy that tells “feed me idiot” we’ve been going through hell…But as a morale booster came my friend’s laptop and his Ipod. Classes went normal the faculty was a good one, the first day didn’t went well because Morpheus with his disciples came and taught us the perfect art of sleeping. Then all of a sudden the devil started to show his face in the form of my center head and we were thrown out…So much for the first day…We are happy that fellow chucked us out… We came the next day and on that day only we came to know who our batch mates…are. And the classes went on and I saw the same old girl entering my class it had both good news and bad news for me…Good news is I wont be bored and the bad news is I cant face her…She came and sat next to me and hari it’s just common in niit that girls sit near guys when there are no places…I didn’t turn my face just a statue I was seeing my book alone and taking notes …Suddenly she pulled my note for taking notes and then she keep asking me what is this, what is that…Because ,sometimes I myself cant understand my handwriting. Then the faculty gave a 10 minute break …Though, recuperating from the past tragedy I gained my courage and looked at her nah! In right terms stared at her. But, she gave a gentle smile; the smile boosted me and I thought why I can’t ask her name…but the thing is I know her name though but cant find any other questions so thought of asking this and the question was in my lip. But suddenly the past waves that are cached in my memory said “No Sano”… And then looked at her .But, this time thanks to my observation skill I saw that she had a book on astrology…I think it’s Cherio…No idea though…Out of curiosity I asked her “can you tell some facts of me?”. She said “why not... What’s your date of birth?”…I said my date of birth and she started to pile things like…
1. I am straight forward …
That’s a good guess and I am
2. If I want something I will have the determination to get it…
True
3. My lucky no is 4…
False it’s 13
4. I was a much more confident person in the past…
True
5. I would get to travel in my life…
Don’t know the very thing is I am afraid of traveling!! Cause of my sense of direction
6. I wouldn’t have much luck in love...ha-ha it’s true…and I would marry at the age of 27 or 28...
May be
7. I wouldn’t have much problem in my career …
Interesting lets see…
8. I am not good in keeping money, so I need a wife who is good at managing money…
Totally yes
And adds on…She said so many things I can’t remember though. But the most interesting fact she said was the eighth point and it’s absolutely true…So as time passed that day I felt totally spirited and asked her name finally and she said her name and then the usual thing where did you study? What course? And Blah Blah Blah…
She wasn’t that rude as I thought, a nice girl… and later class came to an end and the usual gentleman way “can I accompany you?”…And she said “no wonder you are a scorpion…thanks but no thanks I can take care of myself” …I don’t know what she meant and then I returned to my home… The next class gave a seminar on .net concept and took the seminar for 50 minutes and got nice remarks like “machan nee potta mokkaiku sir potathu evalavo paravalai da” from friends…Even preets said the same thing in an exaggerated way… And even this time she sat next to me and I don’t know how the time went… She is good in programming and has a wide knowledge of everything related to computer technology… So one fine day she asked me to accompany her to pizza hut…later only came to know that she only asked me cause there were some weirdoes looking here very strangely I don’t know from where she got the idea that I am strong…Pity on me I am not strong and can hardly hit a guy strongly but am not a coward there will be lot of examples following and justifying how I am brave by heart…I know what you people will do after reading this close your mouths your yellow teethes are visible…And where was I that’s the first time I’ve been to pizza hut and luckily I dint pay the bill happy!...And then she asked me and hari to accompany me to her house since its late hours… I can’t neglect too cause its going to be eleven so me and hari went with her she in her Honda activa and me in my Suzuki… Well her house is very big and in-betweens we exchanged our mail ids so that we can have a constant contact... And things dint end here…
Its just dumb
It's April Fool's Day, so I probably should be using this space to write some
elaborate yet obviously fake final post, or at the very least wish vinod a happy
birthday. I've never been good at pranks though, at least being on the doling end of
them. I'm also recuperating from a good but tiring weekend and a long Monday catching
up on my project work after a few days off. I have ideas; I have not energy. The
items with an “X” next to them are things I have done; those lacking an “X” I've yet
to do.
(X) Gone on a blind date.
(X) Skipped school.
(X) Watched someone die.
() Been to los angeles.
() Been to Positano linen.
() Been to switzerland.
() Been on a plane.
(X) Been on a ship
(X) Been lost.
() Been on the opposite side of the country.
() Swam in the ocean.
(X) Cried yourself to sleep.
(X) Played cops and robbers.
() Recently colored with crayons.
(X) Sang Karaoke.
(X) Paid for a meal with coins only.
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't.
() Made prank phone calls.
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose.
(X) Danced in the rain.
(X) Watched the sunrise/set with someone you care about.
(X) Blown bubbles.
(X) Gone to the movies.
And a small question and answer time..
1. Any nickname?
Too many to mention.But often used is sano
2. Mother's name?
Shanthi
3. Favorite drink?
I've been avoiding soda and drinking mostly fresh juices and coffee.
4. Tattoo?
Ehhh??
5. Body piercings.
yeah
6. How much do you love your job?
Thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much
7. Birthplace?
Mayiladuthurai
8. Favorite vacation spot?
Vacation? Give me trees, trails, and flowing water and I'm at peace.
9. Ever been to Italy?
Yeah in my dreams.
10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner?
For? No. During? Yes.
11. Ever been on TV?
Will be I think so... an audition video is ready…
12. Ever been in a bike accident?
Thrice.
13. Drive a 2-door or 4-door vehicle?
no door
14. Favorite number?
Thirteen
15. Favorite movie?
As a kid, Transformers: The Movie. As an adult, there have been far too many epics
and trilogies to narrow it down to just one. Perhaps a list is in order for a future
post...
16. Favorite holiday?
diwali
17. Favorite dessert?
Cookies ‘n Creamy in Ice Cream.
18. Favorite food?
Chinese, especially anything full of ramen or noodles.
19. Favorite day of the week?
Friday.
20. Favorite toothpaste?
Colgate "Active fresh" .because to of my favourite stars advertise that thing
21. Favorite smell?
Bakery.
22. What do you do to relax?
Watch movies, watch television, listen to music, surf the internet, outing with friends and sleeping(the best way).
23. How do you see yourself in 10 Years?
By waiting 10 years then looking in a mirror.
elaborate yet obviously fake final post, or at the very least wish vinod a happy
birthday. I've never been good at pranks though, at least being on the doling end of
them. I'm also recuperating from a good but tiring weekend and a long Monday catching
up on my project work after a few days off. I have ideas; I have not energy. The
items with an “X” next to them are things I have done; those lacking an “X” I've yet
to do.
(X) Gone on a blind date.
(X) Skipped school.
(X) Watched someone die.
() Been to los angeles.
() Been to Positano linen.
() Been to switzerland.
() Been on a plane.
(X) Been on a ship
(X) Been lost.
() Been on the opposite side of the country.
() Swam in the ocean.
(X) Cried yourself to sleep.
(X) Played cops and robbers.
() Recently colored with crayons.
(X) Sang Karaoke.
(X) Paid for a meal with coins only.
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't.
() Made prank phone calls.
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose.
(X) Danced in the rain.
(X) Watched the sunrise/set with someone you care about.
(X) Blown bubbles.
(X) Gone to the movies.
And a small question and answer time..
1. Any nickname?
Too many to mention.But often used is sano
2. Mother's name?
Shanthi
3. Favorite drink?
I've been avoiding soda and drinking mostly fresh juices and coffee.
4. Tattoo?
Ehhh??
5. Body piercings.
yeah
6. How much do you love your job?
Thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much
7. Birthplace?
Mayiladuthurai
8. Favorite vacation spot?
Vacation? Give me trees, trails, and flowing water and I'm at peace.
9. Ever been to Italy?
Yeah in my dreams.
10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner?
For? No. During? Yes.
11. Ever been on TV?
Will be I think so... an audition video is ready…
12. Ever been in a bike accident?
Thrice.
13. Drive a 2-door or 4-door vehicle?
no door
14. Favorite number?
Thirteen
15. Favorite movie?
As a kid, Transformers: The Movie. As an adult, there have been far too many epics
and trilogies to narrow it down to just one. Perhaps a list is in order for a future
post...
16. Favorite holiday?
diwali
17. Favorite dessert?
Cookies ‘n Creamy in Ice Cream.
18. Favorite food?
Chinese, especially anything full of ramen or noodles.
19. Favorite day of the week?
Friday.
20. Favorite toothpaste?
Colgate "Active fresh" .because to of my favourite stars advertise that thing
21. Favorite smell?
Bakery.
22. What do you do to relax?
Watch movies, watch television, listen to music, surf the internet, outing with friends and sleeping(the best way).
23. How do you see yourself in 10 Years?
By waiting 10 years then looking in a mirror.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Beware of blades like this if you dare forget me
I can’t stop grinning each time when I look at my friends to reflect how today and the last two years went...I really enjoyed being with my friends...It was total fun and I enjoyed to the maximum level...As I already said that they are the one who taught me what life is and how I should live to make it more beautiful…Great sum of lessons taught by them to me and I am so proud that I have friends like them…I am a little scared because our college is life is coming to a full stop. I fear that maybe after a couple of months it will be all over. And I really don’t want that to happen…Because I started to love my life cause of these friends and I really don’t want to miss them if they are gone then my happiness will be gone and their memories alone will serve me to stay in this painful world…But what to do nothing is in my hands, I just pray to god that time shouldn’t act as a barricade and separate me from my friends…I hope He hears what I say…If the devil plays then no other way I have to sit with strangers and pray to god “all the best for all the future endeavors of my friends I am glad in my life for once that you people crossed me and taught me enough things .hope I too have given you guys enough memories to bring you guys through lives don’t try to forget me guys ..Because once in your life, I might have played an important role. Memories give you strength; it will renew you through everyday. For in memories only I find love, care, concern and true friendships”….don’t make me to say things like this and kill the people standing besides me GOD…
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Lessons from friends
Where to start if you guys have read something in this blog then you might have got a picture of who is who. Finding a friend is not difficult at all .But, the thing is whether he or she is acceptable is the point. For me a friend is who always stays with me in times of my joy, remorse and worries. There are people who act that they are with us but beware of those kind of people guys because; they are the sickest psycho maniacs in the whole world. I had those kinds of people with me :-( what to do; but time and some good friends separated me from the psychos. It is always better if you have few good friends who know you very well then a big gang who won’t even bother you. And one more thing don’t have people with you who says “I don’t know what I did, I did it without my conscious” hate people having such a mediocre attitude. Life is getting more and more rigid for me. The only person who saves me is my lord he is the only one who listens to me everyday without any woe but the response from him is dead slow. I asked him for a good friend when I was in my 5th grade and he has given a friend when I am going to pass my final year 15 years is too much even a tortoise will circle the whole world and come. Anyways what to do atleast he has responded now .But considering the facts he is the only one who I can trust life long without any woe. And coming next are my poor friends sarav, karthik, preeti, Jane and momo. I feel very sad for killing their time by telling my sad stories poor people. I really feel sorry for them, having a loudmouth like me with them is going to be very tough for them :-). But i learnt a great sum of deal from them.I just pray to god that they should be with me forever it will sound too much but thats the wish i am asking to my lord now.
Friday, February 1, 2008
Tomodachi...
Third year in my college this is the year when I learned a lot of things like friendship, trust, loyalty, love and betrayal. Life!!!! What is that??? I learned a lot of things from my friends they are the one who taught me the meaning of life. So, I decided that my second post be only of them. I cannot stop typing about my friends at this point…Here see how this curve goes…Oh!!! Almost forgot one thing that I should have said in my first retrospect itself but now only I remembered it… My character coincides with this guy Eikichi Onizuka… I love to be him and I am him…
Ha-ha
So where was I yeah my friends I have these kind of anime representations for them
First me always love to steal the show…But due to various reasons learned that it’s not possible
Next my dear Sunil
Calm and composed, As usual late when needed, a good guy and my very first buddy
Really a trustworthy guy one can find.
My next buddy Ajay… Replacing him is never possible
He is the first friend I had in my school. He is very cute and handsome a buddy, who time will not erase from my heart.
Next buddy and my role model for so many years Kranthi. I can count on him as long my life disappears. He is the one who taught me what trust is…
How can I forget my vaidy…My morale booster he s the one who helped me in building my confidence…I always love to have a partner like him
And then my Buddy Shiva
Never give up even when you are in the middle of the sea with a shark around you…He’ll never give up no matter what…that’s the thing I learned from him…
We are the partner’s in crime heehaw
Next comes Sarath…My savior, my armament, an add on like this he is one of my best buddy…Time cannot separate me and him… while I have the characteristics of a wolf he has a personality of a fox. A double crosser who can be trusted LOL!!...Ha-ha
Next is my sarav…Perfection in the work you do that’s the motive of him, I think so, He is very sincere in whatever job he does I love to tease him I love to kick his ass and what not he s the best part of my life. He is Mr. Perfect .He’ll be there as a friend, as a brother, as a guardian when I need him… A trustworthy, loyal friend He is the best treasure I have till now…I myself don’t know why I thought of giving him this representation but this is how a friend should be… And I am proud to tell that sarav is my friend…
Genius has another name and that’s karthik…My one and only super computer…I don’t know how he stores things in his small brain … I think God has kept a 500 Giga bytes hard disk in the place of his brain ….
Ah!!! What ?? a new comer yeah yeah…I forgot him. Ram, I still wonder how I got engrossed to him…A cool and guileless guy…Just like me May be thats the reason..
Next my sis ash
Clumsy, weird no one can sense what she s thinking LOL!!!
Next is my friend Preeti…A glib talker, surreptitious character though…hmmm…But a good friend Nah! My best friend…
Next is my friend Jane…she’s also a glib talker, a very good advice-giver…She’ll tell very valuable things…but she‘s oblivious of that…She always reminds me of Phil Collins “you’ll be in my heart”. A very independent girl, that’s what I like in her the most. She is very passionate about anything she does and gives in her heart and soul to it.
We both have seen up’s and downs together in our lives and have guided each other through, thereby becoming BEST pals
Next is my friend momo…She s been in and around me for more than 9 years in my workplace! A very very very good friend always concerned about her friends… A studious and she’s always there with me listening to my craps. She is one of the few people who I have met to have the greatest power of influencing, inspiring and making people believe in them, even if you were in the gravest of situation. A wonderful buddy just failed to feel her presence years ago, if I would have known about her scent earlier I my life would be more colorful. Another friend who I can always count …
And that’s it for now…Yeah almost forgot
The grandfinale pic
Presenting to you my one and only girlfriend Miss.GirlFriend ha-ha
Me and her giving a pose....
My Girlfriend is best described by this formula
She is equal to 35% of Me+ 5% of sarath + 20% of saravanan + 10% of jane + 20% of momo + 10% of karthik
And Finall thats all..Dont miss the next vista..But before that i would like to post one of my action packed dream
Ha-ha
So where was I yeah my friends I have these kind of anime representations for them
First me always love to steal the show…But due to various reasons learned that it’s not possible
Next my dear Sunil
Calm and composed, As usual late when needed, a good guy and my very first buddy
Really a trustworthy guy one can find.
My next buddy Ajay… Replacing him is never possible
He is the first friend I had in my school. He is very cute and handsome a buddy, who time will not erase from my heart.
Next buddy and my role model for so many years Kranthi. I can count on him as long my life disappears. He is the one who taught me what trust is…
How can I forget my vaidy…My morale booster he s the one who helped me in building my confidence…I always love to have a partner like him
And then my Buddy Shiva
Never give up even when you are in the middle of the sea with a shark around you…He’ll never give up no matter what…that’s the thing I learned from him…
We are the partner’s in crime heehaw
Next comes Sarath…My savior, my armament, an add on like this he is one of my best buddy…Time cannot separate me and him… while I have the characteristics of a wolf he has a personality of a fox. A double crosser who can be trusted LOL!!...Ha-ha
Next is my sarav…Perfection in the work you do that’s the motive of him, I think so, He is very sincere in whatever job he does I love to tease him I love to kick his ass and what not he s the best part of my life. He is Mr. Perfect .He’ll be there as a friend, as a brother, as a guardian when I need him… A trustworthy, loyal friend He is the best treasure I have till now…I myself don’t know why I thought of giving him this representation but this is how a friend should be… And I am proud to tell that sarav is my friend…
Genius has another name and that’s karthik…My one and only super computer…I don’t know how he stores things in his small brain … I think God has kept a 500 Giga bytes hard disk in the place of his brain ….
Ah!!! What ?? a new comer yeah yeah…I forgot him. Ram, I still wonder how I got engrossed to him…A cool and guileless guy…Just like me May be thats the reason..
Next my sis ash
Clumsy, weird no one can sense what she s thinking LOL!!!
Next is my friend Preeti…A glib talker, surreptitious character though…hmmm…But a good friend Nah! My best friend…
Next is my friend Jane…she’s also a glib talker, a very good advice-giver…She’ll tell very valuable things…but she‘s oblivious of that…She always reminds me of Phil Collins “you’ll be in my heart”. A very independent girl, that’s what I like in her the most. She is very passionate about anything she does and gives in her heart and soul to it.
We both have seen up’s and downs together in our lives and have guided each other through, thereby becoming BEST pals
Next is my friend momo…She s been in and around me for more than 9 years in my workplace! A very very very good friend always concerned about her friends… A studious and she’s always there with me listening to my craps. She is one of the few people who I have met to have the greatest power of influencing, inspiring and making people believe in them, even if you were in the gravest of situation. A wonderful buddy just failed to feel her presence years ago, if I would have known about her scent earlier I my life would be more colorful. Another friend who I can always count …
And that’s it for now…Yeah almost forgot
The grandfinale pic
Presenting to you my one and only girlfriend Miss.GirlFriend ha-ha
Me and her giving a pose....
My Girlfriend is best described by this formula
She is equal to 35% of Me+ 5% of sarath + 20% of saravanan + 10% of jane + 20% of momo + 10% of karthik
And Finall thats all..Dont miss the next vista..But before that i would like to post one of my action packed dream
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Vista.....
Blah...Blah...This is not about Microsoft vista. This is my retrospect of the past. As i had ample amount of time a few weeks ago I just piled the scenes from the past, I thought why can’t I just write and save it in a softie provided by Google .So, here it goes Me Santhana Rajagopalan.S alias Karthick born at Mayiladuthurai in Tamil nadu .But shifted within a day to Chennai. What do? U knows. I got my new friends when I was just a month old. One was Mr. Sunil my dad’s colleague's son and Miss. Asha…
We played together and together we grew. And at last after 3 years from my birth, I went to a place filled with lot of Children like me, all caring a napkin tied to their neck some pinned, oops!! Most of them pinned and all I can see is tears with sounds and mina telling "mommy mommy". Ha-ha it’s common even I did. A Strange place with strangers all is gigantic. I heard a hard voice telling "stop crying!” And there my first teacher Mrs.Meenatchi. .My first teacher, a BA graduate from Ethiraj College Joined in St.Johns as a teacher when the institution started. She’s very kind .but, she will yell like something if people cry. But we love her. Then whatcha looking at. We studied ABCD that’s all. And the most unfortunate thing is I said those 26 letters very well it seems so they gave me a prize after my annual exam. And that’s the first and last I got LOL!!...then went to UKG and as years passed I came to my 5th grade. My only friends at that time are Skimmer, Ash and Watson. But later I have to bid good bye to Watson because thy shuffled the classes and I was thrown into a different section from my 6th grade. No friends. :-( That’s the saddest part. But in the marshes a guy lends me his hand to me and his name is ajay aka.Thamil. Till today I and he are best buddies. He, ash, Sunil are my friend still my 7th grade. Later karthik joined my gang. I still can’t forget any thing happened in those days those were days that can’t be replaced by time.
And in my seventh grade I met a wonderful teacher who had a great passion for teaching Mrs.Bindu ,man She‘s just awesome She‘s My biology teacher. And later I got some new friends Vaithy and skimmer. Just these two were pinned to me till I complete my tenth grade. We all did things in the same way; right from copying in the exam to looking girls :-)) skimmer is just a quite character but when it comes to girls heehaw dunno what will get into him. Vaithy man he s one of the best he will support me in times when I need him and always give a moral support and will increase my morale.
And thus I had some good friends till my tenth and board exam came and again the classes shuffled. I took group 1 that's for medical aspiring students luckily Vaithy was in too and I sat with him and thus our friendship continued but this time still close. We came to know about each other very clearly. And in this time I met a new friend Shiva and what!! Will any of the people will leave the fellow who is just like him? No way nah!! Just we had good moments in the school. There are some people who demoted me a lot; I just don’t want to talk about them here. The saddest thing is I just trusted them a lot.
And the problems that will come in this age dint leave me also. Cupid struck me hard. But luckily my friends came to rescue me and they did. And they turned my learning to streak to academics and not in anything else...oh!! I forgot, I am the captain of my school badminton team and luckily people lost more matches in my captain ship LOL!!... And my eleventh ended. I can’t end without saying about my Guru’s. I just had the best teachers to guide which no other guys from other school would have had...Mr.Elzhumalai my Chemistry teacher Mr.Sampath my Physics teacher And Mr.Murali my Math tuition master. They guided me in all troubles. And they gave me a counseling of what to do and what not to. I just love them.
Twelfth!!! Hard times huff lot of troubles. Again Cupid struck me and took me to dreamland with Jane! That’s the girl I’ve been talking about to people even know .My first Crush!!! But during this time to my friends came to rescue me and they did. I owe them a lot till I annihilate from this surface.
:-)) And went to IIPE for my entrance and met a girl of my life. I thought like that but its not her it was just a crush and as time passed it got crushed. Her name is Niru a elite girl from a well known school to guys. And later I worked hard in my studies and eventually got some good scores and luckily into a good college, strange place though Ahem Ahem!!
College what’s that? Learned that after entering into Velammal engineering college...All are new faces haven’t seen them all the girls are pretty but not to the mark LOL!!...I was just scared to enter the college felt all alone but luckily some school friends are with me there Kranthi, sai, Puppy, Praveen, maddips and paddips and momo, the very same department…ha-ha...readers must be Knowing what s my course cause my first post should tell what am doing…First day in college very scared cause I don’t knowAnyone...felt all alone though thy were friends thy r all scattered to extreme ends…My first lecturer Mrs.Anuthama Motilal Nehru…She handled my language classes awesome teacher but that’s the first and last I enjoyed in my college…The rest of them are not bad but simply they don’t know the art of teaching …First semester went just like that with no hopes of me passing the semester…But luckily I did that...And then Sano, eh? It’s me guys got this name from an anime adoption and friends. Cause, they literally feel very tough to call out my name. Even I had problems when writing my name in forms where there will be no space left :-(...But I love my name ;-) because people have to concentrate a lot and read my name then the rest of the people, ha-ha some work has to be done…
Man my first semester went just like that with no solid characters to support me…And second semester came entered the class with no any big interest and sat just in a bench where no one was there...A short tiny fellow came by and sat beside me...I thought may be he s also having the same friend to guide, loneliness…But that’s not true. Then moments after another fellow came in he was taller just like me, 183cms :-)) but he s around 178 or 179cms that doesn’t matter. And the first class went just like that then got really bored and spoke to the fellows who sat with me. Learned that one guys name was Sarath and another Sarav…Sarath is elite from DonBosco brilliant guy with a total score of 1158/1200 was just shocked after hearing his score…sarav not bad a good guy .Just second semester passed and we shared a lot between our group only...You can say that we are selfish in that…But we are not...because we judge people by their attitude and character am sorry to say that only a handful had a good character and attitude…So I just acted like a barricade...I know that there’s nothing wrong in that cause if character and attitude of people sucks…It’s not worthy to shake hands with them…I don’t mind if people yell me or vilify me after reading this blog…cause it’s me and I cant change for anyone…So our group ,can’t even say that anyways the three just mingled each other and shared a lot of things and unfortunately LOL!! We become very close friends nah that’s not an apt word ...Another guy entered our group Mr.Karthik. He has the same name as me except for the "c" in-between i and k. A good guy with lot of strength (Physical only! mentally he is week as my physical condition) LOL!! So life just went like that for us in the second semester with all stuffs of college life…And just like that I completed my 4th semester with no special moments…
After my terrible school life, cause of eleventh and twelfth back stabbing by my trusties I felt that am lost in this world with no friends and decided not to trust anyone…
But these three people changed me a lot…Lucky to have friends like them...Life got interesting for me once again when one fine day sarav introduced me to orkut, and I was lucky thro this piece of software I found my Jane again. People say you never miss the water until it's gone. This time with ample amount of time and no any stress like my public exams, at back. I spoke with her sharing various moments that we had in our school life ;-)…Just as this process of me going; there people in my house gave another burden to me, Life got more and more interesting after that...My parents said me to take an extra course at NIIT and I did…And I went to NIIT reluctantly with another weirdo species, literally my another back stabber. But after entering to NIIT I just learned what life is… My first faculty Miss.Amitha she’s just awesome both in looks and talent…She taught me various things apart from studies…She just taught what life is to me…She changed my thoughts from a misanthropic to philanthropic.. She’s the best friend and sister I had in NIIT but only for a short time the time when I completed my 5th semester she went to Bangalore cause she got a job in ORACLE…So life got bored in NIIT after that But my college life got remarkable cause of Sarath, Sarav, Karthik and Jane ;-))
And as we are hitting mosquitoes in NIIT one fine day as I was in the lobby Ahem!! "Oh something is chocking me" this is what I said and pat came the reply "Do you want me to hit me" I just turned back a stunning creature LOL!! A beauty at the back telling Me things and she vanished in thin air and I was continuing my drooling work after that thinking who that could be…Is she a faculty or a student…Hmm and then got into my work of studying for exams…And one fine day at marry brown, that’s the first visit to that restaurant. I met the same girl having some hamburgers but this time surrounded with some more cool chicks…Me and my weirdo went and had some burger whack!!! That’s the sickest thing I had in my life the taste in KFC is 100 times better than marry brown ,its true…Hmmm, coming to the matter as we are eating them with some cool chicks on opposite what a guy will do, literally see her. At this point I will also need to tell what kind of ducker I am... I don’t want to prove to anyone that I am a good guy... am A graded crook…I just want this thing to be known to my future girl too…cause as I say I cant change for anyone…I hate people Who tell to his girl that you are everything to me and I wont look another girl…Instead he can tell first itself that I will be true to you in all my life but I cant stop seeing girls who are cute…This word can do and there will be no problems later I assure u guys No problems! . Hmmm after my glaring process in Marry brown that girl looked me in a strange way later...Don’t know what she thought. And later in NIIT we met again in the lift gaining up all my courage I asked her name and she replied her name is Preeti and learnt that she s a student…Then after that I just went to my class and she to her class ha-ha...But things dint end here..
We played together and together we grew. And at last after 3 years from my birth, I went to a place filled with lot of Children like me, all caring a napkin tied to their neck some pinned, oops!! Most of them pinned and all I can see is tears with sounds and mina telling "mommy mommy". Ha-ha it’s common even I did. A Strange place with strangers all is gigantic. I heard a hard voice telling "stop crying!” And there my first teacher Mrs.Meenatchi. .My first teacher, a BA graduate from Ethiraj College Joined in St.Johns as a teacher when the institution started. She’s very kind .but, she will yell like something if people cry. But we love her. Then whatcha looking at. We studied ABCD that’s all. And the most unfortunate thing is I said those 26 letters very well it seems so they gave me a prize after my annual exam. And that’s the first and last I got LOL!!...then went to UKG and as years passed I came to my 5th grade. My only friends at that time are Skimmer, Ash and Watson. But later I have to bid good bye to Watson because thy shuffled the classes and I was thrown into a different section from my 6th grade. No friends. :-( That’s the saddest part. But in the marshes a guy lends me his hand to me and his name is ajay aka.Thamil. Till today I and he are best buddies. He, ash, Sunil are my friend still my 7th grade. Later karthik joined my gang. I still can’t forget any thing happened in those days those were days that can’t be replaced by time.
And in my seventh grade I met a wonderful teacher who had a great passion for teaching Mrs.Bindu ,man She‘s just awesome She‘s My biology teacher. And later I got some new friends Vaithy and skimmer. Just these two were pinned to me till I complete my tenth grade. We all did things in the same way; right from copying in the exam to looking girls :-)) skimmer is just a quite character but when it comes to girls heehaw dunno what will get into him. Vaithy man he s one of the best he will support me in times when I need him and always give a moral support and will increase my morale.
And thus I had some good friends till my tenth and board exam came and again the classes shuffled. I took group 1 that's for medical aspiring students luckily Vaithy was in too and I sat with him and thus our friendship continued but this time still close. We came to know about each other very clearly. And in this time I met a new friend Shiva and what!! Will any of the people will leave the fellow who is just like him? No way nah!! Just we had good moments in the school. There are some people who demoted me a lot; I just don’t want to talk about them here. The saddest thing is I just trusted them a lot.
And the problems that will come in this age dint leave me also. Cupid struck me hard. But luckily my friends came to rescue me and they did. And they turned my learning to streak to academics and not in anything else...oh!! I forgot, I am the captain of my school badminton team and luckily people lost more matches in my captain ship LOL!!... And my eleventh ended. I can’t end without saying about my Guru’s. I just had the best teachers to guide which no other guys from other school would have had...Mr.Elzhumalai my Chemistry teacher Mr.Sampath my Physics teacher And Mr.Murali my Math tuition master. They guided me in all troubles. And they gave me a counseling of what to do and what not to. I just love them.
Twelfth!!! Hard times huff lot of troubles. Again Cupid struck me and took me to dreamland with Jane! That’s the girl I’ve been talking about to people even know .My first Crush!!! But during this time to my friends came to rescue me and they did. I owe them a lot till I annihilate from this surface.
:-)) And went to IIPE for my entrance and met a girl of my life. I thought like that but its not her it was just a crush and as time passed it got crushed. Her name is Niru a elite girl from a well known school to guys. And later I worked hard in my studies and eventually got some good scores and luckily into a good college, strange place though Ahem Ahem!!
College what’s that? Learned that after entering into Velammal engineering college...All are new faces haven’t seen them all the girls are pretty but not to the mark LOL!!...I was just scared to enter the college felt all alone but luckily some school friends are with me there Kranthi, sai, Puppy, Praveen, maddips and paddips and momo, the very same department…ha-ha...readers must be Knowing what s my course cause my first post should tell what am doing…First day in college very scared cause I don’t knowAnyone...felt all alone though thy were friends thy r all scattered to extreme ends…My first lecturer Mrs.Anuthama Motilal Nehru…She handled my language classes awesome teacher but that’s the first and last I enjoyed in my college…The rest of them are not bad but simply they don’t know the art of teaching …First semester went just like that with no hopes of me passing the semester…But luckily I did that...And then Sano, eh? It’s me guys got this name from an anime adoption and friends. Cause, they literally feel very tough to call out my name. Even I had problems when writing my name in forms where there will be no space left :-(...But I love my name ;-) because people have to concentrate a lot and read my name then the rest of the people, ha-ha some work has to be done…
Man my first semester went just like that with no solid characters to support me…And second semester came entered the class with no any big interest and sat just in a bench where no one was there...A short tiny fellow came by and sat beside me...I thought may be he s also having the same friend to guide, loneliness…But that’s not true. Then moments after another fellow came in he was taller just like me, 183cms :-)) but he s around 178 or 179cms that doesn’t matter. And the first class went just like that then got really bored and spoke to the fellows who sat with me. Learned that one guys name was Sarath and another Sarav…Sarath is elite from DonBosco brilliant guy with a total score of 1158/1200 was just shocked after hearing his score…sarav not bad a good guy .Just second semester passed and we shared a lot between our group only...You can say that we are selfish in that…But we are not...because we judge people by their attitude and character am sorry to say that only a handful had a good character and attitude…So I just acted like a barricade...I know that there’s nothing wrong in that cause if character and attitude of people sucks…It’s not worthy to shake hands with them…I don’t mind if people yell me or vilify me after reading this blog…cause it’s me and I cant change for anyone…So our group ,can’t even say that anyways the three just mingled each other and shared a lot of things and unfortunately LOL!! We become very close friends nah that’s not an apt word ...Another guy entered our group Mr.Karthik. He has the same name as me except for the "c" in-between i and k. A good guy with lot of strength (Physical only! mentally he is week as my physical condition) LOL!! So life just went like that for us in the second semester with all stuffs of college life…And just like that I completed my 4th semester with no special moments…
After my terrible school life, cause of eleventh and twelfth back stabbing by my trusties I felt that am lost in this world with no friends and decided not to trust anyone…
But these three people changed me a lot…Lucky to have friends like them...Life got interesting for me once again when one fine day sarav introduced me to orkut, and I was lucky thro this piece of software I found my Jane again. People say you never miss the water until it's gone. This time with ample amount of time and no any stress like my public exams, at back. I spoke with her sharing various moments that we had in our school life ;-)…Just as this process of me going; there people in my house gave another burden to me, Life got more and more interesting after that...My parents said me to take an extra course at NIIT and I did…And I went to NIIT reluctantly with another weirdo species, literally my another back stabber. But after entering to NIIT I just learned what life is… My first faculty Miss.Amitha she’s just awesome both in looks and talent…She taught me various things apart from studies…She just taught what life is to me…She changed my thoughts from a misanthropic to philanthropic.. She’s the best friend and sister I had in NIIT but only for a short time the time when I completed my 5th semester she went to Bangalore cause she got a job in ORACLE…So life got bored in NIIT after that But my college life got remarkable cause of Sarath, Sarav, Karthik and Jane ;-))
And as we are hitting mosquitoes in NIIT one fine day as I was in the lobby Ahem!! "Oh something is chocking me" this is what I said and pat came the reply "Do you want me to hit me" I just turned back a stunning creature LOL!! A beauty at the back telling Me things and she vanished in thin air and I was continuing my drooling work after that thinking who that could be…Is she a faculty or a student…Hmm and then got into my work of studying for exams…And one fine day at marry brown, that’s the first visit to that restaurant. I met the same girl having some hamburgers but this time surrounded with some more cool chicks…Me and my weirdo went and had some burger whack!!! That’s the sickest thing I had in my life the taste in KFC is 100 times better than marry brown ,its true…Hmmm, coming to the matter as we are eating them with some cool chicks on opposite what a guy will do, literally see her. At this point I will also need to tell what kind of ducker I am... I don’t want to prove to anyone that I am a good guy... am A graded crook…I just want this thing to be known to my future girl too…cause as I say I cant change for anyone…I hate people Who tell to his girl that you are everything to me and I wont look another girl…Instead he can tell first itself that I will be true to you in all my life but I cant stop seeing girls who are cute…This word can do and there will be no problems later I assure u guys No problems! . Hmmm after my glaring process in Marry brown that girl looked me in a strange way later...Don’t know what she thought. And later in NIIT we met again in the lift gaining up all my courage I asked her name and she replied her name is Preeti and learnt that she s a student…Then after that I just went to my class and she to her class ha-ha...But things dint end here..
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